人生总是会有那么一两件你无法去控制，去改变的事情。以前总是不知道这句话的意义。在今天，我经历了一些或许会让我一辈子无法忘怀的事情。这件事情，也让我明白了亲情只不过是有血液上的某种联系罢了。
我的爸爸今天突然出现中风征状，他没有要我妈妈去找他的那些朋友。他想到的是我的大伯，和他吵架吵了20年的那个以前是很好的大哥的我的大伯。我们左等右等都等不到他来，才知道他有事情。他没有给一通电话要我们去找别人，让我们等。等了，以为就会来了，却只是打了一个电话过来，询问我妈妈我爸爸的症状，是不是很严重那些。为什么他不要来到我家才来问，他不知道这种病是不能拖太久的吗？
我感到很无能，为什么我当初不要去学驾车？我会的话，我马上能带我爸爸去医院。而不是一拖再拖。我真的很担心。忍着不要哭出来。我最讨厌被人看到我哭了。妈妈跟着爸爸去医院，妹妹他们去上学。我没去，在家做家务，顾家，帮忙家里的生意。一整天，受到了无数询问关于爸爸的病情。一听一次，我一想，就想哭了。逼自己不去想那些事情。希望一切往好的方向走。
大姐从新加坡赶回来了，打算到爸爸病情好了以后才会去工作。其实我也想过，我能不能就此休学，然后明年才继续我的学业？ 一想到这里，就觉得我的一切似乎很早就订好了。让我想就依着这条路这样走下去。
总结：希望爸爸能平安无事，快快恢复。真的，诚心祈求。
2013年8月5日星期一
Holiday!
It was holiday already and I now will not any feel about it. This is because I got tuition yesterday and today. This evening when I just wake up from my bed, already want to help my mom. I am so hungry and until now no fill my stomach. Hungry.
My dad just come back from hospital melaka for checking his health. Doctor tell that his many brain's cell is dead and he would become vegative people. I very worry about it and hope he will become well.
Vignesh is call me just now and he say Kevin ask me to go Coffee Corner. I dont understand why Kevin dont want to ask me himself leh?! I dont mind to go because dont want to meet it. Vignesh ask me to go but I think is better no go.Hehe.
I feel sad and anxious about my life and my friend. I ask my friend to go out limteh and she say she is no free. But I got some picture of her with my other friend yesterday and today. Maybe I am the one less important or can be ignore? Nobody can understand me and it was a bad feeling and bad day for me.
My dad just come back from hospital melaka for checking his health. Doctor tell that his many brain's cell is dead and he would become vegative people. I very worry about it and hope he will become well.
Vignesh is call me just now and he say Kevin ask me to go Coffee Corner. I dont understand why Kevin dont want to ask me himself leh?! I dont mind to go because dont want to meet it. Vignesh ask me to go but I think is better no go.Hehe.
I feel sad and anxious about my life and my friend. I ask my friend to go out limteh and she say she is no free. But I got some picture of her with my other friend yesterday and today. Maybe I am the one less important or can be ignore? Nobody can understand me and it was a bad feeling and bad day for me.
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